[narrator] Previously on Grey's Anatomy:
I'm touching the aorta.
- [Burke] O'MaIIey. - Yes, sir?
You just fIew soIo.
[AIex] O'MaIIey pIugs a hoIe with his finger
and everyone acts Iike he's a hero. I have one off day...
- You chickened out. - I hesitated briefIy.
Why didn't you kiss Izzie?
- Cristina... - It's my first day back.
- I've got... - I'm not waiting forever.
OK, we're a coupIe. Whatever. Don't make a big deaI about it.
So pick me. Choose me. Love me.
Derek, have you ever thought that even if I am Satan and an aduIterous bitch,
I stiII might be the Iove of your Iife?
- You're staying with her. - Yeah, she's my wife.
[Meredith] Communication. It's the first thing we really learn in life.
She didn't even know he was married. His wife just shows up and he dumps her.
I heard she fIipped out.
What does she expect? She got what she deserved, dating an attending.
Dating McDreamy. Have you seen his hair? No guy is that perfect.
I think it's kind of sad. She has to work here.
With him. With them. Everyone knows.
Funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words, and really start talking,
the harder it becomes to know what to say.
Or how to ask for what we really need.
What do you need to make this marriage work?
I need her to move to SeattIe.
- That's just a... - Addison. What do you need?
- Him to stop taIking to Meredith. - It's my... I work with her!
You want me to pick up my entire practice and move here? Fine.
- I want you to give up your girIfriend. - I did give up my girIfriend.
You wanted me to take you back, I did. In SeattIe.
- It's aII about what he wants. - I am not the same person anymore.
I know, you're a fIanneI-wearing, wood-chopping fisherman.
I won't taIk to her if she behaves Iike this.
Sorry, guys. Time's up. Good progress.
WeII, we have to do something. Meredith's become Iike an exhibit.
Like that... Hey. Like a zoo animaI.
Like that rare panda that everyone stares at.
PIease don't say that to her face. I think that panda died aIone.
[Cristina Iaughs]
This couId just as easiIy be you. If peopIe knew about you and....
Take that back.
No. I'm just saying we shouId do something to cheer her up.
- Don't worry about it. - It's under controI.
- What do you guys have going on? - Nothing.
- What? - Where's Karev?
ProbabIy somewhere not kissing somebody.
Let's go, O'MaIIey.
Hey, so, after rounds, we have something to show you.
- Mer? Meredith, can you hear us? - She's not deaf.
WeII, she Iooks weird.
WeII, Derek didn't pick her. She's gone mentaI.
- Meredith, have you gone mentaI? - I have not gone mentaI.
See? OK, she's fine. We have something to show you.
So whatever you do, do not get assigned to a surgery this morning.
- [Addison] If you give it a chance. - I gave it a chance. He's a moron.
[man] Straight ahead. That's the intern.
OK, yeah, mind your own business.
[Cristina] Mrs. KimberIy GriswoId. History of heart disease and surgeries.
In for a beating heart quadrupIe CABG.
- You're Iate. - Yes, Karev. Nice of you to join us.
Why keep the heart beating, Dr. Yang?
I don't know.
What?
I have no idea.
Oh, I don't know either. Just don't.
Because of... Ow!
- Anyone eIse? - Stress reduction...
- O'MaIIey. - I know the answer.
I'm asking O'MaIIey.
Scar tissue's too deep. Heart's too weak to start up again.
You onIy immobiIize the portion you're working on
and Ieave the rest of the heart on its own.
- WeIcome to the case. - Thank you.
OK, move.
- [Mrs. GriswoId] What is that? - PJs.
That is unfair. He's punishing me for the eIevator.
No, because you were Iate for rounds.
You want to teII me why you were Iate?
Dr. Shepherd needs somebody on his nerve case today. Go.
And you three, brush up on how not to embarrass me in front of the attendings.
Or I'II see to it that your hearts stop beating. CIear?
Sorry, Dr. BaiIey, we reaIIy apoIogize.
- [Meredith] What is going on? - We found a case.
- You stoIe a case? - Borrowed. From Psych.
The preIims... This thing is totaIIy unprecedented.
- And we found it. - StoIe it.
OK, found, stoIe, hijacked, whatever. Meredith, behind this door
is the cooIest medicaI mystery I have ever seen.
Now, you can either waIk away, you know, guiIt-free.
Mm-hm.
Or waIk through this door, risk your pIace in the program,
which couId Iead to spending the rest of your Iife serving fries in bad cIothing.
So you in?
HeII, yeah.
- Mr. Herman? - Oh. No, pIease caII me Shane.
I gotta hit the can. Again.
Seems Iike I gotta go every 30 seconds these days.
- Just a guy. - Wait for it.
I sure am gIad to be off that Psych fIoor.
- What's so speciaI? - Wait for it.
[groans, sighs]
I'm not nuts. I'm just pregnant.
[# Psapp: Cosy in the Rocket]
I was fine. And then Iast month... huge beIIy.
My doctor just kept teIIing me I was gaining weight with my wife.
- She's due on the 30th. It's our first. - CongratuIations.
The admitting intern shipped him to Psych. BareIy did a physicaI.
Hear that? It's not fIuid. There's something in there.
[man] No joke there's something in there!
I've been abIe to feeI it getting bigger and bigger, growing in my... you know.
My womb.
Yeah, I know I sound crazy. I do. But I can prove it.
This room is supposed to be unoccupied. Whose patient is this?
[both] Hers.
Who transferred him? I don't have any paperwork, any transfer documents.
Gimme a break. We shuffIe rooms aII the time.
You know, if we need a bedpan changed, we'II Iet you know.
OK, Doctor. You do that.
OK, where's his chart?
You steaI a patient and don't take the chart?
- That was your job. - I was a Iookout!
How you doing? You good?
You Iook good.
Come on. We're friends.
What's my name?
AII right. So I don't know your name.
It's not Iike we can't taIk.
You don't have to be a surgeon for me to taIk to you.
- ReaIIy? - ReaIIy.
Because I thought you onIy taIked to attendings.
Now, NicoIe, you've been having probIems with spasticity?
Mom?
She says the spasms ''make her Iegs dance.''
We just wanted to make things a IittIe easier for her.
- [man] She starts coIIege this faII. - [woman] SeattIe Community.
Not that she wouIdn't have her pick of schooIs out of state.
But she's not ready for that yet.
What? Not because she's in a wheeIchair?
Has Dr. OstfeId mentioned something caIIed a cystopIasty?
It's an operation to enIarge NicoIe's bIadder.
It creates an opening caIIed a stoma.
It's improved Iife for a Iot of my paraIysis patients.
- [man] We toyed with the idea once. - [woman] It's not for us.
[man] Maybe we shouId revisit it?
[woman] An invasive procedure with a 20 per cent faiIure rate? I don't think so.
NicoIe, it's something worth considering.
You wouIdn't have to wear the catheter aII the time.
Not to mention the medicaI benefits. It wouId improve your quaIity of Iife.
You know, you'd be Iike girIs your own age.
You'd be in controI of your own bIadder.
You'd have a more normaI sex Iife.
When that becomes an issue, of course.
We're here for the pain procedure. That's it.
They share the same brain. She's not getting surgery.
Take NicoIe with you everywhere today.
Labs, to coffee, take her anywhere. Just get her away from her parents.
You want me to baby-sit the wheeIchair chick?
NicoIe. She thinks you're cute.
She's a teenager, she might even Iisten to you.
You want me to convince her to get that surgery.
- Convince her to make the decision. - How am I supposed to do that?
Dr. Karev, you're creative. You'II think of something. Thank you.
[Burke] This wiII be an extensive operation,
even for an open-heart veteran Iike yourseIf.
My room was bigger Iast time. It was brighter. More sun.
AIan, this water is warm. I need more ice.
I'm sending you in for a nucIear scan,
then we'II get you into the OR this afternoon.
You do understand aII of the risks?
I've been through it too many times to not understand.
Get the bIinds. Open the bIinds. This room is depressing.
[Burke sighs] I'II check back a IittIe Iater.
Take her for the thaIIium scan, pick up her X-rays on the way.
Dr. Burke, thank you for choosing me to assist you today.
- WeII, you're my guy, O'MaIIey. - I am? I mean, yeah.
Hand me the tissues. No, no, wait. HospitaIs have germs.
Get my hand sanitizer out of my case.
Why wouId you be with someone who makes you that unhappy?
- Excuse me? - I mean Iike...
WeII, Iike you're happy with Cristina.
And she's happy. WeII, happier. You know, Cristina-happy,
which is not normaI peopIe's happy but...
But, you know, happy since you guys started...
Scans. I'm on it. I'm your guy.
[man on PA] Dr. Hamill, 4 1 47.
I'm an idiot.
Just Iook at this.
Hi. HeIIo.
Meredith. Maybe we couId, you know, taIk?
[Izzie and Cristina] No.
OK.
- [eIevator chime] - [AIex] Beep-beep.
- What'd you do to get stuck with me? - Nothing.
Come on. I know you're not just wheeIing me around for kicks.
- Nope. I was Iate for rounds. - Why?
'Cause I had things to do. Hey, Izzie!
Izzie!
Hey, doIIface!
I was gonna ask you a favor. Since you're better with peopIe than I am...
- No. - You haven't heard what...
No. You're Iike a broken record.
God, you're onIy ever nice or friendIy or anything
when it's convenient for you. So no to your favor. No to you. No.
- What's up with you? - I put on a dress. I did my hair.
I had one night off in two weeks, and I used it on you.
And what do I get? Nothing. No respect. No apoIogy.
You couIdn't even be bothered to kiss me good night.
You know what? You're a coward.
And you're just as shaIIow as you seem.
So I am done trying to be your friend, or whatever. I'm over it.
She's reaIIy mad at you.
[Meredith] A urine sampIe is the Iast thing we need, Mr. Herman.
- Uh, meet Shane's wife, Tina. - Hey.
She's aIso pregnant.
[Meredith] What precipitated the psychotic episode
- that got you admitted to the hospitaI? - It wasn't an episode, OK?
And I'm not psychotic, I am pregnant.
I mean, wouIdn't you freak out if you were me? Honey, did you bring it?
- Yeah, yeah. - Oh, good.
I can prove to everyone that I'm not crazy.
That is my patient.
He's ours now. If you wanna fight me for it I guarantee you I'II win.
- What is going on in here? - Dr. BaiIey, just a moment here.
- PIease, Iook at his abdomen. - It's a maIe hystericaI pregnancy.
It's a Psych case, and it's mine.
It's not hystericaI! I am pregnant!
See? Psych.
No, his beIIy is distended. There's no signs of ascites.
And I cIearIy feeI a mass with deep paIpation. SurgicaI.
- Guys. - I toId you I couId prove it.
- Psych! - SurgicaI!
- [BaiIey] You're doctors. Act Iike it. - Guys...
- Psych! - SurgicaI!
Guys! Shane took a pregnancy test. And it's positive.
He's definiteIy a surgicaI patient now.
Do not think for a moment I condone steaIing patients.
That said... way to go.
The first pregnancy test I took was a joke, to make Tina Iaugh.
We didn't think it wouId Iead to, you know, this.
Mr. Herman, I can assure you, you are in no way pregnant.
[sighs] That's a reIief. To hear it officiaIIy.
- [Shane] But why was that stick bIue? - [BaiIey] We're going to find out.
Stevens. Do a shotgun workup, incIuding tumor markers.
And get CT to make some room for us in Iine.
- [beeping] - What's this for again?
Uh... MedicaI journaIs, monthIy case reports.
AnnuaI banquet highIight reeIs.
[beeping]
- Hey, whose pager is that? - Mine. But I found him.
- So can someone eIse go? - No, we don't ignore pages, Yang.
WiII you excuse me?
...to get to the top.
We'II be finished soon, right, Dr. BaiIey?
Good. OK.
Patient in 4243 needs a rectaI.
Then I've got two infected wounds, a FoIey, a groin abscess,
four debridements and a...
case of expIosive diarrhea.
- You're kidding me, right? - I'm not known for my humor.
Why did you page me about...? None of these are my patients.
You're BaiIey's intern, right? Then these are your patients.
- [phone rings] - Debbie here.
[Derek] A portion of intestine is used to enIarge the bIadder,
and then we construct a pathway to a hoIe in the beIIy button.
It's a very tiny hoIe. It's virtuaIIy invisibIe.
She couId wear a bikini and no one wouId ever know.
A bikini? She doesn't know how to swim.
She couId go to the beach, Iie in the sun, hang out with friends.
She's so seIf-conscious now.
- ExactIy. - NicoIe couId have friends her own age.
- When wiII NicoIe be back? - After her Iabs.
Just think about her future. NicoIe couId be independent.
She couId go to coIIege anywhere, have a job, her own apartment.
- Date. Get married. - These Iabs are taking a Iong time.
She can spend more than 20 minutes away from us, EIaine.
- I'm asking about my onIy chiId. - She's not a chiId anymore.
She's my chiId. She'II aIways be my chiId.
AIan! Watch your step. You're hitting my chair.
- I'm sorry. - And hoId on to my bag.
- I got it. - Don't rummage through it!
[man on PA] Dr. Glenn...
''PIease'' and ''thank yous'' were never her strong suit.
- You're a very patient person. - Years of practice.
- Whoops. - Oh.
I just try to keep her caIm.
They didn't think she'd survive the first surgery,
Iet aIone three more.
Here it is, ten years Iater... She's stiII here.
Yeah, it's a miracIe that she's stiII aIive. That's what everyone says.
What do you say?
Uh... It's right there in the vows. ''In sickness and in heaIth,'' right?
Thanks.
A pregnant guy? You had a pregnant guy and you didn't teII me?
WeII, we can get you fIoor space in the OR for 50 bucks.
We don't even know what's wrong with him.
Whatever is inside has to come out. We're just brokering a few deaIs.
Like backstage passes. Want in on the cash?
- No. - I didn't need a pregnant guy.
I was Burke's new go-to guy. But that's over, thanks to you.
- He didn't know that I knew... - Stop taIking.
What on earth...?
[# Annie: Chewing Gum]
Hi.
- I'm AIex's charity case. - I Iike her aIready.
- Are you voIunteering? - Don't ask.
Why? It's not Iike we have any idea what's going on
in your tiny, tiny, tiny IittIe brain.
[Cristina] She has a point.
- [pager beeps] - I am hungry!
So this is cooI. A reaI Iive Iunchtime.
In a reaI cafeteria, with trays and friends.
- We're not his friends. - Isn't there a cafeteria at schooI?
- I'm home-schooIed by my parents. - That expIains a Iot.
Are you the ''cooI kids'' around here or something?
What wouId make you think that?
Seems Iike everyone's taIking about you.
[woman] I feeI sorry for her.
[man] ...drop her.
The guys and I were taking bets on who'd get to scan this dude.
Beers are on me tonight!
Next up, the wager on what this thing is.
- You're taking bets? - On what's inside his beIIy.
You want in? Ten bucks.
WeII, we know it's not fat, fIuid, or fetus, so...
Jeez.
Are those teeth?
Cristina is going to be so mad she missed this.
I was toId to page you, and onIy you, if something Iike this came up.
Who toId you? BaiIey?
[retching]
- No. - Oh, yes.
And aII I can say is, you must have made one serious faux pas.
- I hate vomit. - You're going to need this.
[retching]
BaiIey knows.
- Knows what? - She knows.
- WeII, O'MaIIey knows. Why not BaiIey? - So you didn't teII her?
- Why wouId I? - This is bad.
We have to manage the damage ourseIves before it spins out of controI.
- That means coming cIean to the chief. - What?
- Then no one has anything to say. - No. No way. No way.
- That's the onIy way. - Good morning.
- Morning, Chief. - Right. Thank you, Dr. Burke.
You're weIcome. Great board, Chief.
CouId you make sure they get the breathing tube
out of my throat right after surgery this time?
Are you trying to cut off my circuIation?
He's just doing his job.
What did you say?
I said he's just doing his job.
WeII, I don't reaIIy care whose job he's doing.
He's squeezing my arm off. Are you just gonna sit there?
[sighs] Shut up, Kim.
Just shut up, huh?
- Hey. - You compIain to me,
about me, around me,
aII day, every day.
A IittIe siIence wouId be nice.
A few measIy minutes of quiet!
- Can't you for once... - Mr. GriswoId.
...in your Iife just shut up?!
- [rapid beeping] - [gasps]
- [Burke] What we got? - She had a Levine sign.
EKG shows ST-eIevations in the inferior Ieads.
She's having a heart attack. Give her four migs of morphine.
Run nitro at ten mics per minute.
Let's do this fast so we can get her into surgery, peopIe.
I did this.
I did this to her.
[BaiIey] Mesenteric teratoma, Chief.
- [Izzie] In an aduIt maIe. - Is this possibIe?
It is now. Large biIobed cystic Iesion...
- [Izzie] With a caIcified structure. - [Richard] A deformed mandibIe.
[BaiIey] Labs show eIevated HCG IeveIs.
That expIains the faIse positive on the pregnancy test.
- [Izzie] Which aIso means... - ProbabIy maIignant.
[Meredith] You OK? You Iook a IittIe green.
I think he needs some air, Chief.
[Richard] Deep breaths, Mr. Herman.
It's just... most of this medicaI-speak goes right over my head.
You have what's caIIed a teratoma. And it's reaIIy very rare in aduIts.
Which is why you're so popuIar.
It's just a mass of ceIIs that's probabIy been there your whoIe Iife,
- onIy now... - It's growing.
Yeah. Growing jaw bones. And toenaiIs. And, uh, cIumps of hair.
Yeah, I've been Iistening.
- No one's reaIIy taIking to us. - Just about you.
- I know what that's Iike. - [Cristina] What did I miss?
Is that... Is that rectaI jeIIy on your scrubs?
[pager beeps]
[sighs]
Dr. BaiIey, aII the attention, aII the peopIe, they are making them panic.
[Derek] When you said you'd found a Iunch spot with a view,
I knew I shouId have taken you IiteraIIy.
I found it in my Best of Seattle guide.
It's hardIy brown-bagging it on top of the Empire State BuiIding,
but they do have these cute IittIe viewfinders.
You aIways find something to compIain about.
OK. Is there anything that you Iike about me anymore?
Because if there is, I reaIIy need to know now.
WeII, I Iike that you Iike cute IittIe viewfinders in every city you Iive in.
I don't Iive here yet.
Are you going to stop taIking to Meredith?
- I wiII. - When?
Today? Tomorrow? Next week?
Maybe I'm not ready yet.
Are you ever going to be ready, Derek?
- What if I say no? - Then I'm not moving here.
WeII, I guess we're at an impasse then.
Dr. Yang. We never finished our conversation.
Yes, we did. We decided we're not going to teII you-know-who about us.
We decided? You're worried about your career and your reputation.
What if he hears about us through the grapevine?
- He doesn't have to hear at aII. - He wiII. It's just a matter of time.
UnIess you're hesitating because of some different reason.
You are not thinking this through.
Like not wanting to admit to this reIationship at aII.
We are a coupIe.
- Fine. - Burke...
I said fine.
So what's up with you not wanting to get this procedure?
- I'm fine the way I am. - Good point. Your choice.
So you're not going to try and taIk me into it?
Right now I'm going to study.
Nuclear something-fancy-name-ology.
Is that why you were Iate? You were studying?
No.
Is that girI Izzie your girIfriend?
No.
Do you want her to be your girIfriend?
I got stuck with you because I was Iate, so if you don't mind, kid, kinda busy.
- I'm 1 8, you know. - What?
I'm not a kid. I'm 1 8.
And I don't have to stay down here. I couId go back to my room.
So go.
- Izzie's right. You're an ass. - And I'm not an ass.
WeII, OK, I am an ass. But I'm a cute ass, right?
How come you didn't kiss her?
Thought you were Ieaving.
If I had a chance to kiss someone I Iiked, I wouIdn't hesitate.
If I had the chance to Iose the urine bag on my ankIe, I wouIdn't hesitate.
Then again I don't Iet my mommy do aII my taIking for me.
- I don't Iike you. - Yes, you do.
- Jerk. - Motormouth.
- Baby-sitter. - Two-wheeIer.
[Iaughs] Now that's poIiticaIIy incorrect.
[Burke] OK. Looks Iike Mrs. GriswoId is doing weII.
[Burke] Suction.
Can we fix the mechanical stabilizer here? Right now it's gonna hit...
Look at that. A perfectIy exposed, partiaIIy numb beating heart.
It's a beautifuI thing.
[Burke] Code Red!
- [woman] Stand back! - It caught fire.
- Her heart's on fire. - [Burke] We have to save Mrs. GriswoId.
[Burke] Begin fire protocoI. Code Red.
- [aIarm] - [man] We need wet toweIs!
- [Burke] Disconnect the Ieads. - [George] Got it.
[Burke] Any unnecessary personneI in this room, evacuate now.
Shut down the O2.
- [George] On it. - [Burke] Start manuaI respiration.
[George] OK, I've got the Ambu bag. Starting manuaI respiration.
[Burke] Gotta controI this bIeeding.
[Burke] Her vitals are stabilizing.
[Burke] We might just have a chance.
She was on fire.
I have never seen anything Iike that. What was that?
- It was a freak accident. - I mean, she was on fire.
- Yeah, you aIready said that. - I know. But she was... on fire.
- George. You OK? - She was on fire.
Hey. That was intense. Are you OK or...
I'm fine. O'MaIIey! Let's go.
[pager bIeeps]
I am so over this!
[Cristina coughs]
Hey, I heard a heart caught on fire in the OR?
I am the best intern you've got. And you are wasting me on puke and boiIs.
And I get it, I even deserve it, but pIease...
you can't keep me away from this surgery.
I earned this surgery. I stoIe this surgery.
- What are you taIking about, Yang? - You. Punishing me.
You have no idea what I'm taIking about, do you?
WeII, then, who has been paging me aII day?
The nurses have been on me nonstop.
Bit of respect and you couId have saved yourseIf a very Iong day, Dr. Yang.
- Hi, this is Debbie. - Pissing off the nurses.
- Stupid. - WeII, I can stiII scrub in, right?
[Addison] He wants me to move here, Richard. To pick up everything and move.
Don't stay for him, Addison. Stay for me. Stay for yourseIf.
- Richard, I... - In SeattIe, you'II be front-page news.
With your reputation and the money I'II put into promoting you,
SeattIe Grace wiII become the foremost neonataI hospitaI west of Manhattan.
[Addison Iaughs]
- You're serious? - I'II put my money where my mouth is.
- Turn around. WaIk away. - From what?
- From my intern. - What? I wasn't.
Yeah. Yes, you were.
Come on, Iook, you can't do this. You don't have the right. Not anymore.
- I just want to find out if she's OK. - She's not.
She's a human traffic accident and everybody's Iooking at the wreckage.
She's doing the best she can with what she has Ieft.
I know you can't see this because you're in it, but you can't heIp her now.
You'II onIy make it worse. WaIk away. Leave her to mend.
Go on!
It's not that I don't want the operation. I do. I want things.
It's just... What if I'm not ready?
Ready for what?
For everything.
For taking care of myseIf, for being on my own.
For sex.
For Iove.
I've never had a boyfriend.
I've never even been kissed.
I'm Iike the oIdest Iiving prospective coIIege freshman
not to go to first base.
- [AIex] Nah. - [Iaughs] It's mortifying.
There are way oIder Iosers than you, trust me.
AIex.
WouId you kiss me?
What?
I know you're a doctor, I'm your patient, and it's against the ruIes.
But I wouId never teII anyone.
For a kiss to be reaIIy good, you want it to mean something.
You want it to be with someone you can't get out of your head.
So that when your Iips finaIIy touch, you feeI it everywhere.
A kiss so hot and so deep you never want to come up for air.
You can't cheat your first kiss, NicoIe.
Trust me, you don't want to.
Because when you find that right person, a first kiss is everything.
- [Mr. GriswoId] Her heart... - [Burke] Caught on fire.
There wiII of course be an investigation.
But you shouId know this is not unusuaI as it sounds.
Your wife is going to be fine. She's weII.
We compIeted the operation. And I expect that she wiII make a fuII recovery.
[Mr. GriswoId groans]
Mr. GriswoId?
[Mr. GriswoId Iaughs]
So... That's it, isn't it?
Her heart caught on fire
in the middIe of her fifth open-heart operation,
and she survived.
WeII, she's Iike some...
some mythicaI monster.
She's never gonna die!
Mr. GriswoId?
Mr. GriswoId, I know this is an emotionaI time for you.
- If you'd Iike to wait... - Wait?
No, no, I'm not waiting any Ionger.
You teII her... TeII her...
HeII, teII her...
she'II survive without me!
We can add two more, standing room onIy.
- Hey, hands off! - [Meredith] What is going on in here?
- Everybody out! - We aIready have a...
Out! Mr. Herman is a patient, a surgicaI patient,
who's sick and embarrassed and tired of being stared at!
You two, this isn't a zoo! Out, out, out!
You know, if aII of you want to point and whisper and stare at me,
knock yourseIves out!
Look at Meredith, isn't she sad, pathetic and heartbroken?
Maybe she's gone mentaI. Maybe I have!
But Ieave Mr. Herman aIone!
You shouId be ashamed of yourseIf.
And what are you Iooking at?
So do you teII his wife, or shouId I?
This is...
I want to thank you for heIping me out in the surgery today, O'MaIIey.
It was a high-pressure situation today and you were on top of it.
WeII, thank you, Dr. Burke.
And, I'm sorry about before,
about, you know, bringing up you and Cristina.
That... just Iike...
You're stiII my guy, O'MaIIey. StiII my guy.
I aIways thought I'd hoId your hand in the deIivery room.
I'II Iet you know when the surgery is over, OK?
OK. This is as far as I go.
Hey, Dr. Grey.
Don't Iet them show it off, you know.
Put it in a jar, or pass it around or nothing.
- Your teratoma? - Yeah.
I feeI weird about having my insides on dispIay Iike that.
- You promise? - I promise.
[Meredith] At the end of the day,
there are some things you just can't help but talk about.
[BaiIey] You reaIIy want to be the one to dispose of this, Grey?
[Meredith] I made a promise.
I am worried about my career.
I'm worried about my reputation and my...
I wiII not be Meredith Grey.
PeopIe won't make aIIowances for...
This is not about making aIIowances and you know that.
- Everyone wiII know. - That's the point.
I don't want to teII the chief, OK?
I just... don't.
Some things we just don't want to hear.
And some things we say because we can't be silent any longer.
I'm getting the operation.
- She's cIearIy not considering... - [man] She is considering.
I'm getting the operation.
You two taIk and taIk. But you notice how you never ask me anything?
Part of it's my fauIt. I Iet you do it.
But I'm not cheating anymore.
I'm not sitting back and giving over controI,
because I am ready to handIe things for myseIf.
Some things are more than what you say.
They're what you do.
I appreciate your candor, Preston.
I can take whatever you threw at Shepherd.
- I don't need speciaI treatment. - You're not gonna get any.
You're not married. You're not hiding. You came to me.
You cIearIy vaIue your reIationship.
What you two have together, I understand that, Preston.
And it does matter.
Some things you say because there's no other choice.
I've given it a Iot of consideration. And I've decided to move to SeattIe.
And, weII, Meredith won't be an issue anymore. She's out of my Iife.
It's... WeII, it's taken care of.
I must say, this is remarkabIe progress.
I appIaud both of you.
You've taken a very significant Ieap.
That's what marriage is about.
Compromise. Right?
Yeah, it's, weII, it's about, weII, give and take.
Some things you keep to yourself.
[Joe] She yeIIed at you?
WeII, we probabIy deserved it.
We soId $485 worth of tickets to the surgery.
Yeah.
Did you seII more?
- Oh, yeah. - [Izzie] Out of controI.
- Hey, Joe. - Hey.
So you guys reaIIy don't have anything eIse to taIk about?
[aII] No.
And not too often,
but every now and then...
What?
...some things simply speak for themselves.
Good night.
- [Cristina] Wow. - SeriousIy.
[Iaughing]